Y'all, I'm missing Scandal tonight. It was the one thing I had been looking forward to all week, but no. The cable has been out all day and I'm really bummed.
I'm so overwhelmed right now.
I interviewed for the Teaching Program here at the University of Tennessee on the 4th and I won't hear back for another few weeks, so I'm just trying to stay calm until then. Unfortunately, that's proving rather hard to do because as I consider my future, I realize just how much is riding on this internship. If I don't get in, I can't take certain classes next semester, putting me in jeopardy to not graduate on time. Additionally, if I don't take those classes, I won't fulfill my education minor's requirements. Also, I don't get this internship, I'll have to consider moving back home in the fall which I just am really not prepared to do.
With that said, there are a number of things that could happen if I do get in. I'll be taking 19 hours next semester which has the potential to be an intense load. Also, I'll have to find someway to pay for the internship year (on top of figuring out how to defer the loans I already have). I'll probably have to find a job, one that will work with my hours. And, I'll have to find somewhere to live. Which means more money. And I'll have to find a roommate. So I'll be taking a small load of classes next fall as well as being in a classroom i don't know how many days a week, plus I'll be working at whichever place with work with my schedule.
It's a little overwhelming.
Plus everything with "Lucy."
Plus finals week is coming up, including a take home essay that is 5-7pgs long.
It kind of goes without saying that I am so beyond ready for Winter Break.
Until next time,
Love Always.
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